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Its almost a month now since i last updated here. my bad. to be honest, it didn’t even feel like a month. 2 months of holidays was just all too insignificant. and i havent quite recovered from all of the madness yet. here i am, begging for more! and i don’t quite understand how some can miss studying, miss being back in this sober place. at the back of my head, im yelling "are you crazy??!!" exactly, precisely..

well the holidays were indescribable. no words in your ordinary dictionary could ever describe it. *shakes head* the simplest thing that i did at home like watching tv, doing the house chores, driving around town a bit (i bet my driving skills hav improved kar how), shopping and all the boring chores you can think of was so much fun. it’s just incomparable to the times i spent stoning in vista. even stoning at home was fun =D but basically, i had a blast spending quality time with mum n dad, goin to the cinema to watch transformers and harry potter (btw, they were both really good!! shia is stinking hot and dan my man, you’re my hero! thumbs up!!) and with my good friends (you know who you guys are)!! and mum, i miss u so much right now!! i love u!! =) can’t wait to see you again next monday!! *hugs*

i guess the biggest highlight of the holidays was my cousin sister’s wedding. mum n i cried when we heard the news. sobs. maybe i just haven’t gotten used to the fact that we’re already all grown up. i still remember the stupid little games we played while we’re young and our favourite dress, the exact same one that we both had. of course, eventually i grew out of it and cried for sometime for not being able to fit in it..LOL stop laughing!! and it still seemed like it was only yesterday we were both jumping up n down on the cushion in our favourite white,lacey dress, and loving all the attention that we got.

then here she is, in her possibly new favourite dress, her wedding gown. they say girls are at their prettiest on their wedding day. true. =) i’ve never seen her smile so much in her entire life. and im glad. we’re all glad. the wedding was at JB cause her husband’s from JB. going down was easy cause we took a flight. but coming back was a real pain in the ass. bloody driver, if i ever see u again, u wait.. aarghh!! don’t even remind me of that horrible trip. we didnt really get to move around in JB, shopping or whatsoever cause the main city’s almost like an hr drive from where we were. so damn it!!

she had the traditional chinese wedding and the traditional church wedding. so it was a fusion between both. and the church was sooooo beautiful!! i whispered to my mum while the priest was talking, or father, or however you address him, "mum, i want a church wedding too" and she was laughing her heads off. no, more like i want a grand garden wedding!! ehehezz..

im sorry i couldn’t get this any bigger..bloody friendster..but anyways, this is my favourite arch in the church, and that’s the family!! =)

aha, and oh, the guy that was driving us around, was way too hot..OUCH!! okkk..continue with the trip =) and i realised JB’s food is nowhere near pg’s LOL

me and mum!!!!

my cousin bro’s girlfriend and i were both so-called flower girls LOL and i didnt realise until later that a girl should not be flower girl for more than twice if she were to get married. well at least that’s according to the chinese supersticious beliefs and all. *bites lips* ok, so i still i have one more time to go. or maybe on the safe side, i’d stick with this is the last time. LOL dinner was great. food was surprisingly good in fact =D and that guy was still hot. LOL okkkk!! *slaps face* sigh..and the fairytale wedding came to an end. we went home the next day and mum was crying b4 we left. i did a little too. and despite the fact we got a little distant once we started schooling and all, i still had that awkwardness in me when we said goodbye. *sighs* but anyways, it was a memorable one=)

the other dinner held in pg was a good one too. less ppl but nonetheless, good food =) LOL me and my food..yeah i know XD

me,sis,bro-in-law (sounds weird n FEELS weird), daddy n mummy!! MWAHH!

YUP, and that’s the end of my wonderful and oh-too-short-i need-more holidays =) and dont ask if i did study at all, because it would be absolutely, uselessly, futile because the only thing i read was the 1st page, of my 1st cvs notes. *applause* thank u!! and don even ask if i do now, because if i am, i wouldn’t hav been here at all =D

i still have loads to write about, but maybe next time =) pretty exhausted now although i did absolutely nothin. a shoutout to hui li n my beloved partner blian, get ur asses up n working!! hurrryyy!! n i cant wait to c u again dear!! miss u sooo much more now =) hearing ur voice just isnt enough!!! love u loaddsss!!! =D

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*gasp gasp gasp gasp* i NEED a breather!!! WAIITTT…STOP! relax…relax..deep breath in and out, in and out..in…and…out…i can be a real drama queen at times, ok, more like i AM a drama queen most of the time..but but but, it’s pretty reasonable to be a drama queen now…

he said "happy birthday!!" to meeee!! ME ME ME MEMEMEMEMEME!!! wow… aha, yeah, i should jump off the building now..but OMG, he is sooo—>HOT damn it… ok no, maybe not THAT hot but at least he’s charming enough to have been able to charm a highly-sophisticated-highly-demanding type of girl like me..

but but but again, i’d very much like to sing avril’s "girlfriend" to him..aarghhh!! THE WORLD IS SOOOOOO UNFAIR!!! n no, his gf IS NOT STUPID and i’m NOT a motherf***** princess ok..but but but, the contents of the song just totally suits the situation i’m in right now..from the very first moment i saw her, it was sooo automatic as though the song was intended to play in my head that very exact moment…my god..thank u avril =)

anyways, i’m here telling this is cos i was totally crazy over the "happy birthday" and also, *gasp*he has friendster!!! *Slap* just slap me..im trying to wake up =) teeheeeeezzz..

and again, till my next dramatic post!!

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
‘Cause I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I’m full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
‘Cause I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry…

I cannot believe its almost 3 wks since I’m back here..*gasp* and sooo much has happened!! i cant even begin to imagine..

first, i got some stupid news like some idiot did something that pissed me off, and then i got my exam results n thank god, alhamdullilah i passed =) very glad…but i almost forgot that i was gonna get the results that very day and all i did was jus thinking of having fun with the gang and then POOF!! reality smashed in later in the evening..lol =D and then, got a heart-stopping news again, almost died i swear XD a wedding’s on the way..and i want that dress i tried on!!!!!! ish..if only the news came in earlier, i would’ve bought it for the dinner =( *Sigh* then started with my ballroom dancing for my electives, LOVED it to bits!! waltz!!! but i wana do tango =( *sniffs*

then most of the days,stayed home and watched loadsa tvs..u know im a tv addict n i cant help it!!! so hooked up with my drama series and all =) *nodds in approval* dont ask me to start telling cos i wont stop LOL and because im such a wonderful daughter any parent coulod ever dream of having, i do the house chores!!! XD my ass..NO, i really did it LOL

planning to start goin bak for ballet this sun..yes chun, better thank me for lighting up ur terrible classes =) and ah weii!! hurry hurry come back!! missin u tonness here!!! =D dont forget to buy my bday present when ur back or better still, get it from aussie =) AHAHHAZ…and great, everybody’s doing their inter exam except me..big fat ME..great =( *slouch* forget it..don feel like talkin bout it anymore =(

i realise i have so much to do yet so little time..no, more like i’d rather spent most of my time watchin tv rather than getting my fat arse workin around what im supposed to do like studying my CVS notes, finish writing my song, getting started with my elective report cos i really hate las minute jobs but im still not getting any of it done yet =( buuhuuuu..

anyways, i dont know why im writing this. the most un-interesting blog entry i ever had. but stil, i put in a 10% effort, so i hope u enjoyed it even at the slightest =D *grins*

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I cannot believe its almost 3 wks since I’m back here..*gasp* and sooo much has happened!! i cant even begin to imagine..

first, i got some stupid news like some idiot did something that pissed me off, and then i got my exam results n thank god, alhamdullilah i passed =) very glad…but i almost forgot that i was gonna get the results that very day and all i did was jus thinking of having fun with the gang and then POOF!! reality smashed in later in the evening..lol =D and then, got a heart-stopping news again, almost died i swear XD a wedding’s on the way..and i want that dress i tried on!!!!!! ish..if only the news came in earlier, i would’ve bought it for the dinner =( *Sigh* then started with my ballroom dancing for my electives, LOVED it to bits!! waltz!!! but i wana do tango =( *sniffs*

then most of the days,stayed home and watched loadsa tvs..u know im a tv addict n i cant help it!!! so hooked up with my drama series and all =) *nodds in approval* dont ask me to start telling cos i wont stop LOL and because im such a wonderful daughter any parent coulod ever dream of having, i do the house chores!!! XD my ass..NO, i really did it LOL

planning to start goin bak for ballet this sun..yes chun, better thank me for lighting up ur terrible classes =) and ah weii!! hurry hurry come back!! missin u tonness here!!! =D dont forget to buy my bday present when ur back or better still, get it from aussie =) AHAHHAZ…and great, everybody’s doing their inter exam except me..big fat ME..great =( *slouch* forget it..don feel like talkin bout it anymore =(

i realise i have so much to do yet so little time..no, more like i’d rather spent most of my time watchin tv rather than getting my fat arse workin around what im supposed to do like studying my CVS notes, finish writing my song, getting started with my elective report cos i really hate las minute jobs but im still not getting any of it done yet =( buuhuuuu..

anyways, i dont know why im writing this. the most un-interesting blog entry i ever had. but stil, i put in a 10% effort, so i hope u enjoyed it even at the slightest =D *grins*

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You know, this is probably like the only first time I’ve ever sat here long enough to try to start telling something..even this whole sentence itself took me a whole lot more time than usual that I swear any ordinary people could’ve completed a tour around the world. I jus don’t know where to start, and I don’t know how to pick up the pieces of my life from where I last left it (maybe in the cupboard LOL). Or maybe it is just the fact that so many things have happened within these few weeks or a month or so that it seems too much for me to comprehend. Or maybe its just me, suddenly being afraid to show the world how I really feel, my stands, beliefs and maybe, me..

I was feeling quite ok this morning, minus the fact that dad was too lazy to bring me out to the park for a jog this morning and mum had to be the hard-headed woman she is everytime even though it wasn’t my fault. But other than that, the day was still cool. All that just disappeared into thin air after watching my favourite tvb drama series with my all-time favourite actor Lam Fung (droooooooooooolllllsss) and then He had to appear, just because my fingers were itchy that I couldn’t stop clicking the mouse. It all just came back to me like it was just yesterday that all of it happened, and I started to lose myself again. *slouch* Its hard when all u want is to erase it from your memory totally but time and time again you fail to do so. Its always easier said than done and maybe because life’s a harsher reality than I expected it to be *shrugs*. That, and also, he made me look like a complete idiot from the very first day. Why, thank you and just stay the hell outta my face.

Its almost a year now, more like coming to 10months since I started my uni life. It aint top-of-the-world at all to be in med school, as a matter of fact, ppl tend to go cuckoo once in a while, more like everyday for me..LOL and trust me, there’s not a single day that I don’t doubt my own decision in doing med. If you ask me, I really have no clue as to why did I even consider doing this but a lecturer once said, “ People (esp us), needs to rekindle our passion once in awhile” and I have no doubt bout it. I know there’s a part of me that knows why I’m here, maybe an occasional reminder would do. *grins* it hasn’t been all smooth-sailing like how I wanted it to be, studying everyday just doesn’t make nay sense at all since my arse is constantly glued to the sofa or my chair or the bed and my eye balls keep protruding out everytime the tv is on. No, its not a thyroid gland dysfunction thank you. >.< but life in vista (the apartment where we live in) aint doing me any good at all. I see

mich

, surin and a whole bunch of ppl goin home after lectures while im stuck here with “bored” the only word that is to be found in my dictionary. No, its not even boring, its just plain DEAD. And every evening or noon or morning when I stare out the window catching a glimpse of people playing golf, it intrigues me. Its almost so amazing that there are people actually alive out there!!! God, that forsaken place. Get me outta here please. Even if it means having to travel home every wkend, I’d be glad to do so. Besides, im already doing that. And the exam fever sets in every 2 weeks after the previous one and it just goes on and on. Its scary because at this point of my life, I’m just proud of myself for doing so well in school and all to finally make it to this stage. But it all comes crashing down when the first grade you ever get for your first exam in uni is one that does not deserve any applause or comment at all. Not like I need any applauding or standing oviation but its one of the worst grade ive ever gotten in my entire 18 yrs. But thank god, things picked up a bit and im glad and lets just hope the results due out this wed is self-satisfying. Its sad that all I ever want now is to pass, and for the first time in my life, im worried I may fail.

But im glad for all the changes that has happened to me, the people I’ve met along the way (im sure you know how you guys are), and those whom I call my homies *giggles* I know there’s still long way to go, so many different things I’ve not experienced yet,  and so many people i haven’t met. And to see things in a different way than what I used to. I know God has plans for me and so has He for everyone and I’m sure He wouldn’t put me through this if He wasn’t confident I’d pull through. Its just the fact that theres always a space for self-doubting.

I wished I had the guts to say it but I guess it doesn’t really matter now. *Sigh*

AHhhhh, what am I doing here. I should be doing something else rather than this really. The tv awaits me, and my dvd player, and oh, I really should get back for ballet. Just a bit worried that Priscilla and rina might bite my head off. And speaking of ballet, it reminds me of my piano class. Just a word of advise u bitch, shut your damn mouth up. And you, asshole, stop going around telling everyone at how you were such jerk. *pissed*

Ahh!! Another announcement, im back in pg just in case you people don’t realize. Blian, get

ur

ass outta your home. And everyone!!! Mei, quit your job!!!! Its not everyday the princess is back. LOL n huili n lrt, we’re all waiting..hurry hurry!!!! =D

Till then, take care =)

im sorry if my blog aint dat colourful if compared to the ones in blogspot and all..no offence to d guys, im not directing this to anyone in particular so no worries =) but ive tried signing blogspot n all, n everytime……EVERYTIME..i forgot my username n psword so i had to start another one..n den, d nex time around, i forget everything completely again…XD n u see, im a comp noobie n i dono how in d world sum ppl get such wonderful blog skins..sighs…im admitting it n im proud…LOL =P

but dats besides d point..this post isnt bout how noob i am at comp technologies..=D

I kinda realised lately dat there’re 2 sides of me..or did i mention dis alredy? *shrugs* it isnt like aplit personality kinda thing..gosh dat’d be scary…don worry peeps, if i realise in d distant future dat i do hav such a symptom, i’d go immediately to a psychiatry or a psychologist =)

its like there are 2 sides of me dat wants to burst out in flames..2 different sides of me dat i wana show d world n yet d world sees u in such a judgemental way..*slouch* i dono…its like "should i be this reserved, quiet, weirdly weirdish weird + introvert kinda girl who doesn go around mixing n talking with ppl much OR should i be d loud, noisy, talkative, extrovert, active kinda girl i once was bak in sch?" i wasnt like ACTIVEEEE totally in sch but u noe, i had posts, clubs here n there n ppl would know me..but this isnt reli dat much of a popularity question here though..teeeheeezz..=)

ok, take imu for instance…i prob only know half d class, or maybe a lilttle more, n im sure dat only 30% of my batchmates know who the hell i am…n dats only "knowing" who the hell i am..i bet only 10% of them actually DO COMMUNICATE WITH WORDS to me…*Sighs* there r so many things i wished i did in imu, so many ppl which i wished i knew…n so many things which i wished i could’ve gotten involved in u know…wat is life in uni without being heard n being loud? n yet, i dono wat is it dats holding me bak from doing all d things i want here…=(

ppl hav been telling me.."go la mabel…y u don want??" n im jus like "no la..don feel like it..but acutally i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ARRRGHHHHH!! bloody hell i jus hate myself…n gosh, i gotta apologise..jimmy asked me d other day to attend d CF camp..i owe him a CF appointment LOL … n i jus said " sorry jimmy, i don do camps..i don like it" but u know, i actually do LIKE things like these…but wat the hell is wrong with me? i seriously need a psychological checkup..can sumbody book an appointment for me to see a psychologist or a counsellor for dat matter???????!!!! *slouch again* wat am i doin with my life? its jus so automatic dat answer u know..its ;like its not even me..come on, ive been to camps although only one cos mum thinks im too young for such thrilling entertainment LOL XD n i know i loved it!! i enjoyed it to bits…but wat??!! im afraid??? OF WAT????!!!! damn it…its not like d CF ppl would eat me up or smtg…*grinds teeth* n u know, d list goes on and on about d things i wished i did here…mum did encourage me but i dono y i became such a…sore loser????? *gasp* pls god no….=(

but i thank god im with d choir, otherwise my life wud be jus dead boring here in imu…and of all things..i thought i ws gonna hate d choir practice d other day cos it ws at 630 rite after lectures n no dinner until 9pm…like damn it… but hell u noe wat, i loved every bit of it…its jus smtg different from…STUDYING…like WOW…imagine… even though i ws pretty tired after d whole ordeal, it put a smile on my face dat very night…although d word STUDY STUDY STUDY like sum kinda nerd keeps comin into my head but i couldnt careless bout it =) n no, im not a nerd..i don study everyday while i ws bak in sch..n hell, i had tonnes of tuition n activities bak then n i did not complain a single word out of it except when my hormones rapidly increases den i’d jus bang my head to d wall…but othr dan dat, i stil found time studying las min, n i jus loved my life then =)

*sighssssssssssssssssssss* forget it…im jus a big mess…n if anyone, ANYONE can knock some senses into me…ur free to do so…blahhh… im feeling a little off today so don mind d blabbing all… cant wait to c u papa!!! *huggies*

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Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live?
Can you take what you need, but take less than you give?
Could you close every day, without the glory and fame?
Could you hold your head high, when noone knows your name?
That’s how legends are made, at least that’s what they say.

Can you lose everything, you ever had planned?
Can you sit down again, and play another hand?
Could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone?
Under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone?
That’s how legends are made, at least that’s what they say

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, ‘coz you can’t save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you’re the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,
and never let go…

loved it..=)

I know my blog titles havent been much of a pleasant one..but to hell with it..XD LOL n i know!! ive often critisize those who fail to maintain their blogs n im sorry for this long over-dued post..*grins* i know u guys hav been waitin anxiously AHHAAAAZZ…but its jus this once!! teeeheeeezz..

well i don quite rmb where i last stop..but im quite positive i havent had a write-up bout my cny bak at home..ok, mayb not a "write-up" i can c sum eyes goin " she’s gonna write a whole long essay bout her cny at home??!!! " LOL..i guess it ws one of d most enjoyable moment ever since d new yr started, minus xmas n new yr n all…havent eaten dat much of food since god knows when!! =) wats cny without a big belly at d end of day eh?? ehheeezz..basically jus had a great time at home..ang pau collections, i think, had exceeded d previous yr’s ..=D n oh, d guys came over to my place for dinner n thanks papa for d wonderful sumptious fabuloso spaghetti..n et for her prawn crackers!!! eheheez..its been ages since we managed to gather dat much of ppl all at once…of course, cat,mei,bee n huili’s absence made a vast difference =( huili!!!!! i miss u sooooo much!! reli reli do…hope ur doin fine with i-think-his-name-is-mark guy..lol..=D

n they say all things mus come to an end..so here i am, thrown bak into reality…d start of another perilous journey to world’s end…does dat sound like a mixture of LOTR n pirates III?? lol..my bad.. so im officially a sem2 senior..not like its a big great deal or watever, since ive got 8 more sems to go b4 i finally graduate..n even den, i dont know if i’d last til d nex sem..=( sighs..u never know wat tmrw has in store for u n neither do i know if i’ll survive thru all these..*slouch* but at least i gotta rag d teeny-weeny-mimbo-bimbo-mumbo-jumbo juniors…with flour n butter…ngekngek ngek..i know i didnt contribute much to my orientation group dis time as an orientation officer, in fact i didnt do a thing at all..ehehheezz..who cares…

den, i had my 1st hospital visit to seremban…as a matter of fact, i found it a waste of time, n a pain in d ass to d nurses there cos most of d time, we stood there like sum fake statue of liberty or sum shitty poser doin nothing but obstructing traffic along d corridors..n we spent 70% of our time watching anime on tv, talking, whining n whining wtf is wrong with d weather n wats with our thick lab coats having to drench us in a pool of sweat…god knows…n adrian ws sleeping half d time there during our 2nd day visit…LOL..d only thing worth mentioning ws d fact dat we managed to get sum hands on experience with blood pressure n stuff on d patients n learning a few little things which i cant possibly rmb now..XD n having to fake some stories in our reports..ahahhaazz..typical me i know..=)

n then, it ws bak to more studying n studying…jus finished my exam on fri…ws a bit easier dan d 1st exam but damn, i alwys screw up in things like these..clumsy careless stupid idiotic mistakes, u name it, i’ve made them all…i could still recall dat i told myself i must get to d deans list, get an A n all dat shit b4 my life became a mess..but i think im starting to come to my senses n try being down to earth n realistic for once…i’ll jus settle for a pass…its pretty scary dat ive alwys wanted to do well n set pretty high standards for myself ( n so, when i fail to achieve it, i break down n attempt suicide..) lol..but now its like, "i don wana fail damn it" …jus had dis discussion with michelle b4 d exam n its pretty sad…=( *Sighs*

d week ws a pretty tough one n it had to be d exam week..gosh…now d headline news huili, d one uve been asking…TADAAAAAA!!!! lol..theres a stupid kid stalking me..n of course, its jus a darn kid..but hell, dis kid is freaking scary…i ws down at d water machine,refilling my bottle (d water in vista got all clocked up, n d supply went off bugger), n he came up d stairs, stood beside me n took out his bottle…i know him cos ive seen him around..however, i defnitely did not smile jus in case he thinks im a whacko psychotic woman..so i jus turned away..den he took my bottle for me n put it in d machine all of a sudden..so im like "thank u" full stop. after i did my bit, i told him he cud use my remaining 10cents cos mine’s over filled alredi but he stood there as tho he didnt und wat i ws trying to say n i assumed he told me he ws waiting for a fren…so i ws cool n walked off…n all of a sudden, he came behind grabbing my bottle n offered to carry it for me..i said no of course but he insisted so i ws like "i didnt know kids these days were such well trained u noe" LOL..stupid fool…n i took it bak fr him at d lift n thank god, i met huda there!!! =D n he did d mooshy mooshy muacks muacks thing to me b4 i cud close d lift door..EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! like wat the hell is wrong with ur damn brain??!!! n damn it, he followed me up d lift to huda’s place!!! bloody bastard…i didnt wana go bak up to my place cos i felt smtg ws reli fishy cos he said he ws waitin for a fren n now he’s up d lift..wtf…XD n i saw him peeping out to c where we went…n d same day after huda took me bak up, he came searching for me, asking me to go out to d damn park…like wat the hell u b*******, for god’s sake, get sumbody ur age..n mind u, ur testicles n penis arent even fully grown yet n u want an aunty like me??? God forbid…n helo, i ws in a big bugs bunny tshirt n shorts when i went down to d machine, not in sum hot pants or mini skirt n spaghetti strap where half my boobs r exposed n shit…damn!!! i swear i looked horrible dat day with my hair flying all over n lookin like im 30yrs older dan wat i am now…>.< n so he did, n huda said i went out…n dat idiot had d guts to come again d nex day…proclaiming himself as my boyfriend when huda said i went out with my bf…*swt* n hell i got so afraid dat i cried n cried, not knowing wat to do..jus in case he carries sum flying daggers all around, stabbing me fr behind..u dont wat kids can do these days trust me…n gosh, he’s only like…14/15??? shitty man..but thank god, he quit comin to look for me d nex day…n its so sad dat i had to ask chong bing to accompany me to uni on mon morn cos i ws soooo freaked out seriously..n i found out i wasnt d only who got stalked, in fact, huiling, kim n sum other guys got it too…i even found out his name ws ali ( stupid m*********** ) fr them…sighs..wat a luck…so yeah, dats d latest news…=)

went bak home over d wkend, to celebrate d end of summative 2…ONLY…whole day shopping but buying nth in d end..there n bak here again….will be goin home again dis wkend cos of chengbeng..den goin to visit my cousin sis in ns dis sat!!! yipppeeee!!! surprisingly, i do quite miss her…n my aunt n uncle’s been reli handicapped with her gone since she does so much of work at d grocery shop..=D my cousin bro’s a pig don bother…LOL..i know..he’s gonna kill me if he ever sees dis…XD

anyways, wudnt linger on to much here..n oh, if any of u guys, hav heroes episode 14 till d latest one, pls oh god, send them to me…i’d owe d world to u…i love heroes!!!! hiro nakamura!!!!!! =)

till d nex one, tara!!!! *neil buchanan style*

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